then i heard the music

now see why i love these people to the core?

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1.5 days to OBS and i've packed everything other than clothes.. =/

oh! and i CUT MY HAIR. let you guys see when we go back to school!!!

<3

this post is out of boredom i guess. even though my to do list says otherwise..

i really have to improve my L1R5 like okay i know it went down by another 3, but it's not below 10 yet!!! dammit. my aim for next year's term 1 is a 9. which is possible hopefully.
holidays are for studying, not for playing.
somehow this motto got drummed into our heads already. but i'd still rather work hard now, and enjoy the fruits of my labour later :)

gogogo for sec4!
us green badges have to overcome all odds to keep up our standards! with our school moving to toapayoh, change of environment, longer journeys to school and a dirtier, more disgusting school campus for us to take our o levels.

WE CAN DO IT :D!

last day of school. last day of school in our campus, last lesson of geog, last lesson of e.lit. all this seems so surreal somehow.. next year though, i'll most probably be taking a bus then mrt then walk to school. damned toa payoh.

took photos and loads of jumpshots with the gays and we were making a whole lot of noise :D pictures later once huilin comes back from her date and uploads them :) pepperlunch, and some aimless walking around with our all so heavy bags with aching shoulders..
back home, sissy's at her bf's house playing and isn't coming home for dinner. mom's at some course, dad's at work :(

anyone to stay and have dinner with me?

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OBS camp is in3 days time and kaijun hasn't started packing yet.. quite rare for such a person like me that ensures everything done at least a week before, but with chinese o's and procrastination, she has left it till now.
first scary thing is that all 16 girls going from our school will be split up with other schools whom i've no idea who/what/where.
second scary thing is that kaijun will have to spend 5 days 4 nights with this bunch of people *prays hard they are nice and fun loving*
third scary thing is that she has to be at punggol jetty at 8.20 am. hopefully the pig of her can wake up in time!!!
last and the scariest thing is that, SHE HAS NO HELP WHATSOEVER TO PACK HER BAGS!!!! :(

ahhh i want mandi or anybody who can help me come my house this minute!! =/

and i've no transport to get me to the jetty. maybe i should ask santa to give me wings so i can fly.
or drink red bull..

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TO DO LIST BY THIS WEEKEND:
1. PACK OBS CAMP BAGS!!!!
2. make sop 2 shirt
3. complete ALL math homework
4. memo chpt 7 math formulas
5. finish chem worksheet
6. wash hamster cage
7. get details ready for sop 2 gathering
8. memo choir scores for competition
9. prepare dinner for the weekends
10. DIE NOW.

ahhhhhhh. i should stop stressing myself (quotes mr nah)
and to top it off, we already have math, chem, and lit tests on the first 2 weeks of school. and geog graded. my holidays are already packed full of mugging, mugging and more mugging :D okay i'm ironic like that
it helps though, to get such a funnyfunny form. * thinks about what he wrote*

at least music is helping.. though i'll not be able to attend 2 choir prac cos of OBS :(

THE GIRLS WHOM VOICES I WANNA HAVE,







THE BOYS THAT STOLE MY HEART AWAY <3







THIS IS A MUST WATCH <3



(anyone claiming to sing better or as good as them, please call me. for i might just fell for you too)










i need want a haircut.

 I AM OFFICIALLY FREE :D 
just did o level chinese today and it wasn't that bad.. just the gong han was a little tricky that's all =/ though i think that sulong did so much for our class if we all didn't get an A1 we'll be letting him down...

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OBS next week. don't ask me how i got my ass in that but i just did. go on, turn green ;) we have to kayak for 6 hours plus i think. and with my non existent arm muscles, i really hope i can make it back :O somehow i love the outdoors, just hate to become black. so i'll suffer from an overload of sunblock and maybe come back in one piece without scratches :D

wish me luck guys~

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choir has been rather fun yet exhausting at the same time. is that ironic? it's really fun to sing together and i can proudly say that we're one of those ccas which have members actually look forward to come and love what they do. it's just the power of music and it's ability to bring people who are total strangers together and yet have such a fun time and make them seem like they've known each other for YEARS.
right now we have a competition coming up, the usual yearly ones we have every year and this time our conductor is gonna name the top 3 and bottom 3. which freaks me out cos at the rate we're going, the chance of us being in the bottom 3 is quite high. we hardly perfected any song yet. and we're left with 3 prac, of which i'm not attending 2 cos i'm at OBS. 

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shit i wanna sing again. it's been ages since i've ever sang properly. it's like this addiction maybe. but i destress through it. just by belting out these melodies i feel happier. just like the way lynette has that fire of passion for choir i do so for singing chinesepop. and i watched xing guang da dao recently and i've fallen for so anthony's voice.piercing, hard. deep. okay fine he's such a totally cute and hot guy too (he's ang mo btw) heck i've this weakness for guys who can hold a tune and sing c.pop properly. in which seems extinct nowadays ;(

 i believe firmly in that for everything. well, almost.

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i'm officially in some sort of spastic and frantic spasm over mr nah. cos he shortchanged me by ELEVEN marks and i went from A2 to A1. but wth his math seriously fail okay! 30 - 2 DOES NOT =18 mr nah!!!! 
so i got my paper, saw an A2 mark, was a little sad cos i thought the paper was manageable. then flipped open the answer booklet, saw 2 crosses and a untidy 18 scribbled there, got stunned for awhile, turned to elly, and screamed WHATTHEF.
half stumbled to the back where he was, half knelt down while he gave me his signature puzzled look. then he went 'OH' *gives sheepish look* 

HE OFFICIALLY GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK DAMMIT!

argh. so bio was fine i guessgot my A1 no less, though i still think it's INCREDULOUS for people to get 91.5!!! :O amath, (though i've no idea how i managed) A1, emath (note to self :2 + 6 not equals 7) A2. then languages, which is obviously my weaker subjects, chinese (LO AND BEHOLD; KAIJUN PASSED!!!) B4, english B4, lit,C6 :( 
two more papers to get back tmr, ss and e.geog. i'm crossing my fingers for both of them now!! iwantmyAiwantmyA!!!!

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heart attacks aside,there was finally choir prac today again whoopie!!!! but we only did warm ups, and not sing cos we had a lit seminar then and during the one half hours, our conductor was briefing us the programs coming up for SNchoir!

1. there'll be this mini competition, where all 7 of her schools compete and she'll name top 3 and bottom 3. imagine the stress dammed. excelling an studies and cca takes loads of work (and white hair..) there'll be NJ, HCJC,  NYGH, TKGS, ASS, ACSI. super tough competition coming up! but we're persevere and hang in there!! all while preparing for next year's o levels :D cynical are us st nicks girls :)

2. there'll be a OVERSEAS TRIP TO RUSSIA in JUNE but cos it's so darned near the big O and prelims, idk if my parents would allow.. considering that o levels start in the beginning of october :OOOOOO crap i wanna go!! it's RUSSIA for goodness sake!! so us all have to start mugging early to prepare ourselves for anything that might happen!

3. we're one of the choirs gonna perform for YOUTH OLYMPIC GAMES 2010 OPENING CEREMONY. which means loads of practicing and maybe even late nights! but it's a commitment for our beloved Singapore so i guess it's worth a sacrifice. though it's on 14 aug and next 2 month is our O'S alr..

4. CCA FAIR! okay this isn't excatly important but we have to make souvenirs for ALL sec 1s! which comes up to about 400? and we haven't thought of an idea yet!

5. PRIME. as anyone yet to know, st nicks is moving to toa payoh next year in a pathetically old worn down and insects infested school. and we are the most unfortunate batch ever as we GRADUATE there and sit for O LEVELS there too!!!! :( just thankful that our prom is at meritus mandrin.

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for one more year.

okay overrated word there i know but it never fails to crack me up everytime i hear it/ use it :D

it is the most apt word to describe myself over the part few weeks (more accurately, my brain)

during the sept holidays and two weeks before the exams, due to extreme mugging, my head went BOOMZ

during the 16 days the exams were ongoing, the constant stress and immense pressure made my brains go BOOMZBOOMZ 

once the exams were over, and i realised i was a free (wo)man again, my brain went BOOMXBOOMXBOOMZ

apparently now i'm suffering from this unknown condition in which i'm feeling so empty and weird inside cos i have NOTHING TO STUDY FOR. suddenly, when everything is over, when i can play all i want.
I FEEL LIKE STUDYING FOR SOMETHING.
dammed exams.
...
there's chinese o's i know but i can't possibly mugg chinese the way i do for chem bio math geog ss!
so i've taken to reading (my newly founded hobby) and jogging, to get rid of the EXAM FAT  i've accumulated over the 3 weeks..

ohmyfreak i've never fallen so deeply in love before. nevernevernever i swear. i've never even been in love before. but why nowwww. of all times.



-with an inanimate one too.

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and my head's spinning cos i've to keep so many things from so many people and it doesn't help that they're so darned close to me. 
i love surprises, - just hate it when i've to keep them. =x

 EOYS officially ended today with a 45 min lit paper which i failed to complete my last line :( 5 more seconds more miss law!!! :O amazingly, i didn't feel like screaming at all (which was impossible cos many other ppl were having exams still) went to macs with sandra, elly, huilin, mandi and laughed ourselves silly there! but seriously mandi. sandra wearing hipsters doesn't need a theme song (low) to go with it! :O
to my house later, where mandi once again gayed with my hamster and failed to find my anemone crab :O

so it was my first time to cathay. ate at astons, and sandra displayed her lovely cutting corn on a cob skills :O
ooh and we watched (500) days of summer. which was rather funny in fact! esp the ending where he met this girl called autumn :D! 
bugis for juice (which sucked) and then sandra going all high shopping while the rest of us hit an all time low.. had ice cream at macs for sugar rush and it did help loads cos we talked like we've never talked before about loads of stuff which was highly amusing and definitely destressing! 

eeks anw i'm super tired now. eyes half closed >.<
but surprisingly i feel this urge to start mugging for o's chinese and amath :D!

 it doesn't even seem like a holiday to me cos i've been mugging for eoys since holidays started. and my L1R5 went down by 7. and damned i totally want it down more&more&more. 
anyhow, life has been a little confusing, with friends changing their personality so much i don't know them anymore. then there's the nsk behaviour which i ttly dont understand. like i'm so jealous of you and you bf?! go buy him all you want mine will be priceless. <3 just shows the insecurity you have and the lack of trust. talk about true love *smirks*

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orchard with huilin mandi (machoman, L and S) has been fun on the whole. but now that tweety (JH) has revealed a little too much of his bestbud, just wish huilin all the best and be strong! cos i know how much these stuff can make your heart flutter, then sink to rock bottom :)
watched bandslam and i think hudgen's voice is darned good. anw i'm feeling fat now with the overload of food and sweet nothings ;)

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missed 602's class outing today! really wanted to watch the time traveller's wife though but had to study. so maybe meet up with the guys another time huh :D

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singapores idol MJ is totally hawwt. *faints and dies*
i'm into korean DRAMA soundtracks now. think the kpop scene is horribly overrated with too many people blindly following the trend, it's sickening.


get the guy <3

i've been so busy it has been about what 2-3 weeks since i touched this thing? it's gonna be the same case for weeks to come cos i'm studyingg!! :O

our performance at esplanade was the BOMB!! like the audience laughed at our actions and evenything wen on damn well!! (including me doing my actions!!) after the concert *ahemahem* was funny with machoman and JH but i shan't elaborate more :D!

that's what all the malls and schools will be coloured tmr.

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me cassandra and lynette will be singing the national day songs tmr! it'll be in front of the whole school so it's a little nerve wrecking but i think we'll get over it! :D! plus 10 sec 1s (but we'll be standing in front so it's scarier.)
so i'm currently spamming those lovely I LOVE SINGAPORE songs!! yay me :)

after being patriotic and all, huilin mandi melissa alyssa and i will all troop down to ION ORCHARD!! and shop like mad there. plus taste those exotic foods they claim to have there :D! (but i'm currently on a diet so heh )

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and we're switching places next week! no more sitting with min and bitching with sandra and zioedy!! aww so sad! we had so much fun talking about STUFF!

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had combined with tkgs today. and they were good!! but i was super tired after tha prac cos we had to stand under the sun for the rehearsal for NDP =/

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QUOTE OF THE WEEK

min: my face feels so oily, i feel like a french fry.
 

cip ysttt!! had only 3 hours of sleep cos the event started at 5 and i sleptover at elly's house so we could go there together the nest day :)
at east coast park we were all still like zombies and super tired but still managed to drag ourselves there somehow =/ and we found ourselves surrounded by tall guys towering over us so i felt really small. crap i HATE to be short. esp beside someone taller i'll feel HORRIBLE :(
while queuing up to register, this group of bastards cut our queue. like fine! if you losers wanna show how horrible you are and cut the queue of THREE GIRLS, go ahead! grrrrr. okay heck those bastards. met up with singgee and his 2 friends and random talked for awhile, then we went to chui1 hai3 feng1. sat beside the beach and elly started freaking herself out like mad. smth about sand monsters and chuckie. -.- 

reported back to our IC to get sorted out into groups. and everybody was sitting down on the grass except for me cos i HATE grass. plus i switched to bitch mode and felt totally irritated with our IC cos he came late, and he's so blur about everything!! >:(
so i went DAMNN LOUDLY " ohmygod! i can't stand that james chai person!! he's so damn blur la! got a new group of people come he also don't know! damn gong lehh!!! :( " AND WTH I SAID THAT TOO LOUDLY ALL THE PEOPLE SITTING DOWN HEARD AND THEY STARTED LAUGHING AT MEEEEEEE!!! :( i was so embarrassed i covered my face omg and they LAUGHED MORE :( crapppp!! and one of the guys got posted to our grp. and he was from RV.

k skipskip to what i HAD to do,
1. say  ''hello do you need to cross? go to crossing point one, then walk one big round and cut across the hawker centre to get to the other side."
REPEAT A MILLION TIMES AND SMILE.

that's what i did and i practically had to SHOUT! cos the speakers blasting music was right beside where i was so i finished 3 bottles of water and didn't even need to pee. (think excretion and ADH hormone) shows how tired i was and explains how my voice is partially gone now :( just hope it'll be back by tuesday for choir prac! :D!
oh and during the whole event, singgee and elly who were standing opp me kept smiling at meeee!! :( (later she told me they were saying how hardworking and enthu i was cos i was running up to people like 5 meters away from me! :O)

and after the event, got TWENTY BUCKS for our cab fare :D! and 10 cip hours yay :)

walked to the nearest busstop where we could get to an mrt station (which was super long) with elly, vanessa and singgee and was crapping the whole way there. hah. super tired my whole body was aching like hell =/ but still fun all the same :D!

AND I THINK I GREW TALLERRRRR!! :D!

poor blog of mine. when i'm too busy it just goes poof and starts rotting! :O but i rather sacrifice this for good grades heh :)

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nanyang concert on wednesday! went with huilin and 50 other snchoir ppl were there too! the space constrained subway screwed our plans of having our dinner there so we settled for gogo franks instead. camwhored at the explanade! :D! it had a really pretty view at night!!!! :D! super romantic!!!! and i really admire nanyang choir for being able to put up such a long concert a by themselves in such a short period of time!! one full hour of non stop performing and singing needs loads of stamina!! :O plus they were pretty good!!

ok so after the concert gen spotted jesslyn, which led to us finding mushroom head :O hilarious. (okay i shall not post so much about this cos he might read :D) yeah okay so said hi and the end (or so you think (; )

<3 esplanade and choir to bits.

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cip again tmr :D! oh yay i'm so happy i can destress!!!

OH. and hello min if you're reading this : YOU BRING JOY TO MY LIFE HAHAHA :D!


pictures from nayang concert :)

e.geog and chen test next week. and if that's not enough, i have o level listening on wed too.
orals were screwed. nobody ever expected that stupid topic to come out grah. but hopefully the teachers loved us too much so they'll get us high marks. POO.

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me being busy means not going on the com for 3 weeks and means i'll start wriing in point form.

marina barrage with THE GREATS on youth day!!! :D! omg ttly hilarious la! laughed like crazy (as usual) and pigged out ALOT. omg my diet was almost gone. but i lost weight again yipeee!! ~ okay pictures at the end of the post. (ohoh we saw this couple and the guy was HAWWT. told huilin and we were looking at the same thing!!! :D!)
and while camwhoring, i realised we all look like each other in some way or another!! freakyy~

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went for my sissy's band concert on wednesday!! :D! they were quite good! and the last 2 pieces were fun! (and the sax guy is HOT.) so are the other ppl around. anw sorry to my sis's classmate who saw me but i didn't recognise!! but his memory damn good sia. he barely saw me for 10 mins and could recognise me alr! :O
saw my cousin with his 2 friends. okay so he became leaner and more chao ta. and has cooler friends hehe :)
oh and the weird thing is i saw quite a number of ppl i know but some didn't recognise me. jinjun, kangjie, joseph, jon wah. wth right!! :(

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harry potter movie at lido on thursday. well i thought it was a bit of a disappointment, cos i expected realy much more from it, since the book was a blast and the movie was highly anticipated. still i was hiding behind a bag (cos my jacket had no hood) and i was holding elly's hand like crazy. squeezing ttm. oh and i even screamed at one part. god. i think someone laughed at me la :(

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friday had dance, and it's much more fun to have the usual ppl (raffles and st nicks) there cos we all learn at the same speed and we dont laugh at everything (okay maybe i do. but during dance, i dont) yeah and with the couple (saw the guy on thursday without the girl lol). so it was superbly fun. and complicated with all the ball changes and turns i got abit dizzy aft that :O oh and i realised the raffles girl's frm choir too!!! :D! singing ftw!! <3

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saturday was the last day of tennis. and maybe cos i was super tired for the past few days, i landed myself witht flu, cough and sore throat. sounds super like h1n1 but not like i care. i have too many tests and revision to do to even get myself quarantined. :)
yeah so speaking of which, i was super tired so that tennis lesson sucked ttm. and we have a long way to go if we wanna play a decent match =/ must prac more!! k and we gave our dear coach a tennis ball. with OUR autographs. quite ironic actually, i think we want his autograpH more than he wants ours. but ohwell, it's the thought that counts :D!

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today. just finished mugging chem and abit of geog :) crashing to huilin's hse tmr to mug more geog. (haven't done the velocity and volume part yet) rivers is super confusing grah. but nvm we can do it huilin!! let's get everything settled tmr :)
yes and i went jogging with my dad. sorry sissy but i think jogging without you, i can jog like so much faster hehe :)

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toilets ftw!

 
don't we look so alike? :O



<3


 
feel the love WIND.

eek. horror of all horrors. they aren't extending june holidays :( quotes my sis 'hopefully more people get swine flu and die. maybe they'll shut school then' ohmy i'm totally in favour of that! :) cos jc students start their CTs immediately after the holidays so i think they're all praying more ppl get down with the pig flu and that someone dies hehe. evil me but idc.

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tennis was the best thing ever. the feeling of hitting the ball over that stinky net and seeing it sail all so high, in fact too high, it flies out of the court, and lands in the old folks home just beside it :(
that's what happened to my shots THRICE. sorry huilin for losing your balls!! blame it on my bad aiming (or lack thereof)
but we're getting pretty good!! we can almost play a real game noww!! :D! yayy!! love that kind of exercise where you're having fun with your friends yet still sweating it out. we were hilarious at usual, spotting mandi on the bride and i was jumping like my butt was on fire and us screaming our lungs offf when we spotted a bee/dragonfly on the court hehe. :D

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idk but it seems we're getting more black and white. more distant. just slowly drifting away like driftwood in the sea. maybe cos we dont see eye to eye in many issues. either that or you have changed totally.  when one enters the world of fangirling, somehow their whole attitude changes. to their parents, to their friends. we can't click anymore. maybe cos i dont share the same passion as you.

what i've dreaded long ago.
but maybe not now.

farewell for the blues is officially over and i'm missing them even more :(

started off with games! and i'm the gamemaster for volley balloon game which invloves lots of jumping around and screaming! :D! then food came, and sorry choir drinks were not provided! cos it was well beyond our budget to cater drinks!!
so aft that was choir performance and it seriously went on very smoothly and nicely :) with our wonderful actors and fablulous audience, we rocked the house (MPR1) down! :D!

then presents time!! omg got this gay ring from sharlyn bay! in the shape of a french fryy!! (see pics below) and many other lovely persents, notes and little things from the FABULOUS BLUES <3
sumo house nexttt!! where we camwhored most, cos we didn't have time to camwhore in school!! and after choir dinner, sop 2s mainly lehlin, sharlyn, subin, cassandra, huilin and me :) went on a RENDEVOUS at amk hub lol.gayed loads there and it was really fun standing at weird places talking about where we wanted to go like which jc and our studying stress =/
then we parted. (not after sharlyn spent ages gaying at the sticker section of mini toons)

I LOVE YOU BLUES TTM.
<3


now let the pictures do the talking :D

shitzz i was thinking about what to post yst while lying on my bed but i forgot most of it alr

( what i've remembered. )

yay okay forget it i shan't emo anymore :)

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farewell coming up!! i've got to lug the 160 copies of scores to school and then be a game master, perform for choir skit then sumo house dinner.
ohoh! not forgtting getting a MUFFIN for mr lim the day before cos it'll be his BIRTHDAYY!! :O

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listen to this. <3

lol we're such serious camwhores. 121 pictures from IKEA all up on facebook!! :) so far all hese holiday camwhoring has increased the number of pictures i have to like 300. and farewell's coming :D! THAT NUMBER WILL JUMP TO 500 I SWEAR. :D

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just had comm meeting till 9.45 just now and took ha circle line back home!! it's super cool la! takes only 4 mins frm serangoon to bishan!!! <3 saw this (quite hot) guy lol i dont think cass even noticed him!! :O

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oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE!!! can't celebrate your birthday at sentosa so sorry!!! :(

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i realised i haven't watched any movie since the holidays started =/ anyone wanna watch with meeee? :D!

lol these few day i've been camwhoring big time with loads of different pretty people!!! :D! during jubilate, there were 120 photos in huilin's camera and we both appeared 76 times in those photos!!! all are up on facebook, and from there you'll be able to see gaybay's spammage in comments!! :D!  was super sad during jubilate somehow. maybe cos it's the blues last performance with us as SNChoir :( and we were the only cca to bawl our eyes out after the whole concert ended. while some dancers gave us weird looks :/ but heck!! had a total of 15 flowers, which made our waiting room look like a florist shop again :D and the flowers were all popping out from my bag!!! plus some pretty but evil rose poked me with it's thorn owww!! :(
<3 SNChoir.

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camwhored loads at science centre too!! :D! with sandra's camera!! she took her virgin shot in the toilet congrats!!!! :D! yeah and we were like a retarded bunch of st nicks running all over science centre taking retarded and some seducive pictures :) [sandra upload the pics soon k!]

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HUILIN AND MANDI ARE THE SWEETEST THINGS EVER :D! after tennis lesson we went to huilin's house to cool down and huilin tried to stall me inside the toilet so she took full length pictures with me in our WYCF shirts!!!! omg those lovely memorable times at CCAB!! i wanna go there again so fun!!! with those 3 equally retarded anderson ppl ahemahem :D!!!!
THEY SURPRISED ME WITH A BIRTHDAY CAKE OMGGGGG!!! plus mandi was the omne who baked it and it was fabulous i tell you!!! :D! TIRAMISU CHOC SPONGE. totally sinful but still sweet and it was damn good!!!! like store bought!!! :D! 
k so as usual, camwhored loads with the pretty cake!!!! :) heh thankfully they didn't smash it on my face yay! cos mandi didn't wanna waste the cake!!!! :D!

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IKEA TMR.
CAMWHORING AHEAD!

i look like an abused kid :(

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i've this lovely flu in which i think i sound like a duck but christine insists i sound normal =/ but i still can't talk normally.
ohwell. i'll be missing the blues. the gayness and all funky dears :( blehh. but there's still some glamour in it though :)

 

( high and hawwt instructors <3 )

 



kaijun comes back from camp!

IT WAS SUPER FUN OMG THE TITLE IS MISLEADING SORRY ABOUT THAT!! fun spending 3 days and 2 nights out with my lovely class THREE LOYALTY and not doing any work at all other than play and get burnt (a little) by the sun and bitten by the disgusting mozzies. CAMP WAS LOVELY <3!

assembled at the forum and there we met our lovely, hot and sexxaye instructors! :D! wei long and shuxian! :) wei long's our instrutor and shuxian's group 12's instructor! so we (finally) got on the bus and somehow we were super high! screaming random stuff and MRS KIM leading us in our class cheer! :D! blahblahblah, reached the campsite it's directly next to the campsite we went for pri 5 camp! :D! and had this super long briefing with all 360 of us beign ssquished into a rather small hall with out HUGE bags. so felt relieved once they were done nagging :) ohoh and they have super pretty huts!! :D they are on raised structures and resemble kampong huts but it's like a modernesed form of it! :) and our hut was HUT EIGHT! which was right at the edge so we had a lovely sea view! (and i later learnt that the islands at the other side of the river is MALAYSIA and not some singpore islands like elly said! ) kk so we gathered back at the MPH for more boring and leg cramping briefings. the whole morning was full of it so when it was LUNCH, we were :DDDDDDDD cos somehow i was so excited i forgto to be hungryyyy :D learnt the HUNGRY CHEER (omg i'm addicted to it nowwwwww!!) well basically lunch was, uh EDIBLE. and i shall say nothing else :) k so we had another briefing ofr the activities we were gonna play later on and our first activity was NAVY SEALS! we had to build this square thing from 4 wooden poles and i had to fit out whole group of 16 ppl in it. and we had to construct our target board which resembles a lollipop, (hula hoop with a piece of newspaper stuck across it and a stick at the end) and we were given water guns. think made in china ones that couldn't even kill an ant cos they were all malfunctioning very badly. we were supposed to use those malfunctioned water guns to destroy other groups' target boards :) and so with our perfect condition guns, we obviously died rather badly in the trial round. and as the game progressed we were given plastic bags (in which wenxia displayed her lovely coffeeshop tying skills!!) so they were much help cos we can actually DO smth to other target boards and not shoot like some duck. well but we still lost cos of quotes weilong ''we shouldn't go into the middle of the battlefield too quickly cos we'll die the fastest too''. yes so the brillant us all learnt from the experience and with all out resources  (and group 12's help)  WE WON IN THE LAST ROUND!!! so we were superr happy and screamed like some banshees in the middle of the field!! :D 3L FTW <3 k so i kinda forgot what happened after that. eh wait i rmbbbb!! we had this school talk by miss lim (yeah i know the word school talk sounds boring and sleep inducing) but guess what? it was actually very inspirational and well even weilong who was the only instructor who bothered to stay with us and listen to the talk thought it was EDUCATIONAL :) and we all sorted out class stuff like our weakness and strengths and that kinda crap but well we could actually see what was wrong and what we could do to improve class sprit! :D! and after that lovely talk it was BATHTIME OMGGGGG!! finally i was so looking forward to bathing cos i knada slapped on too much sunblock so i felt super powdery and i needed to BATHEEEE <3 and we gt let off early so we didn't need to bathe in the open concept showers where you practically flash the whole world! but i got a lovely cubicle to myself hurray!! :) so after bathing was dinnertime i think!! and i was starving so much i ate a horse. no wait a cow. k either one that's bigger :) oh but sandra still pwns with her 2 helpings for almost every meal omg sandraaaaa you pigggggg!!! so after that we had time to prepare of campfire item! we decided on a skit where we had to dance wonder girls nobody. proudly taught to us be swee en! :D haha such a lovely bimbotic dance and me and elly had to (try) go around teaching other ppl cos they wern't as enthu as us :( and weilong was super cute cos we danced to some hot and cold song too and he did those bimb actions so gayly like zomgggg!!! he's super cute man!!! :D! supper came next with a lousy currypuff and FANTABOLOUS MILO. lol we all crush their milo somehowwwww <3 cos it's the only thing that i actually drink/ eat at HOME :) yup then they gave us 20 mins to wash up before lights out which was too short so we were rushing like nobody's business!! k managed to sleep quite peacefully on the first night cos i was super tired!!

DAY 2 began with trying to rush elly to hurryupppp!! oh and we realised that our poor instructors had to sleep under out hut!! aww so sadd :(  yeah so assembled had breakfast with MILO <3 too and then we headed out fr out high elements!!!! it was super scary smelly and hot. lol actually me and elly only did rock climbing whoops!! but i was trembling alr after that so couldn't do anything else :) *excuses* plus weilong said i climbed qute high up alr cos i listened to him (like obviously i dont wanna dangle there dear) but given my non existent arms muscles i'm quite proud of myself! *beams* oh MEIQI totally rocked the whole rock wall COS SHE REACHED THE TOP!! (i think) she was the only one in our whole class that could reach the top omg i'm super proud of herrr!! <3 while she was up there i screamed till my voice broke like crazzyy alr!! you go girl!!! <3 she cried when she came down cos she said she was very touched!! aww... but poor girl she had 9 blisters on the hands! :( stupid hard rocks. and wei long had to be the billayer for the whole 3-4 hours so after that he had a blister on his hand too!! :'(  so fater trembling alr me and elly decided not to do anymore and we went to talk to mr nah. which he gayly brought insecticides to spray at any mozzie he could see. gay but cool sia.lol and he was talking such random stuff abdout how thursdays are considered unclean days. (omg i'm scaring myself!!) lol quite interesting thought :) LUNCH FINALLY CAME!! :DDDD! super hungry alr really almost died under the sun!! :O k so after lunch we had TEAM BUILDING GAMES. first one was MRT in wich we were given little plastic tracks and we were supposed to get a marble to roll from one place to another place. (to make a long story short) GROUP 13 PWNS :D! k then out instructors set us a class challenge. we needed to get the marble from one place to another (it was quite far) and we couldn't talk/ communicate and if we did we have to restart!! so we took on the challenge and omg THREE LOYALTY MANAGED TO DO IT ON THE FIRST TRY!! <3 and shuxian gave aus a bonus in which we could either stop here (cos we're great like that) or continue and bring the marble back. AND WE DECIDED TO BRING THE MARBLE BACK :D! cos 3loyalty can do it togetherrr!! our instre=uctors were obviously impressed that we ddn't just take the easy way out HAH :) and we managed to bring it back without dropping or communicating too omg <3 wei long and shuxian were all super proud of us! and when they asked us what difference we felt when they took away our communication, we said it helped us focus more! AND THEY WERE LIKE :O cos taking away communication was a disadvantage but we thought of it as an advantage!! so they went on how our class is super good and bonded and st nicks is smart and great (well we know that :) ) I'M SO PROUD!! k and we had to play 2 other games. the entanglement one where we had to grab ppl's hands randomly and untangle ourselves and all i can say is WE MANAGED TO SOLVE IT IN 25 MINS!! wei long was super impressed and proud of us already!! :D! then there's the magic carpet, where we had to fit onto this small groundsheet and we had to turn it over!! like :O it was super difficult and smelly too cos we had to hug each other close and we were all sweating alr!! =/ BUT WE STILL MANAGED TO SOLVE IT!! and shuxian said we were one of the rare groups that solved the challenge!! :D I LOVE 3 LOYALTYYYY!!! so aft that we were given time to do some camp prep in which i felt totally tired and i was guessing i had my effing thing (i was totally right god dammed) but luckily it was BATHTIME again soon so it was totally essential that i freshened up and get ready for CAMPFIREEEEEEEEEEEEE <3 yeah so we had to do duty for dinner and omg cramps were quite bad so almost died whle standing =/ and after dinner funky JEREMY AND JOEL totally HYPED THE WHOLE CROWD UP by singing totally random songs!! i tell you those 2 guys are the funniest shyt ever!! <3 omg CAMPFIRE WAS CRAZYYYYYYY!! COS OUR INSTRUCTORS TOTALLY DANCED WHENEVER A HYPER SONG CAME ON SO WE DANCED WITH THEM AND OMG WE JUST WENT CRAZY TOTALLY!!! :D! we performed out skit in which yuting pole danced on wenxia and we did our sexxaye dances <3 AND OUR CHEER! IT WAS GREAT!! OMG LOVE IT TTM!! supper after that :) hungry hungry!!! whoo!! and our instructors had this debrief talk with us and shuxian made us hug and close our eyes while she said some super touching stuff and zomg i just cried. :O i think i was the only one who cried but wth i made elly and swee en cry too i;m so sorry!!! but i was really super sad to leave camp :( (and weilong told me the next day that his tears were welling up too.. aww so cute!!) yeah but i looked super unglam heck! and weilong was totally staring at me!! :O crapps.. so obviously after crying i managed to sleep super well too :) but woke up with lots of mozzie bites grrrrr.. >.<

DAY 3 LAST DAY OMG :'( well i cred yst alr so today was just trying to be happy and relish my last moments at that fabulous camp!!! <3 after breakfast, we had to help out in area cleaning when shuxian asked for 8 volunteers to help i could see weilong mouthing my name alr!!! >.< but i still volunteered with elly and 6 others :) picked up rubbish and mopped (ok i didn't mop elly did) and talked to mr nah about more gay stuffcos he was just there to talk like lol!! :D got wet and cold in the rain.. we me being gay with renee and kengyi!! :O haha screaming and sharing the same umbrella so sorry if you went deaf  =/ after cleaming the huts quotes shuxian '' this is the cleanest area cleaning i've ever done!!'' cos st nicks rocks <3 we took picturesssss <3 and after declaring camp break :( we left for schoolll!!! lol we were super hyper on the bus. even though my voice was like some shit alr but we still did cheers for everyone!! and for high shuxian and shuai weilong too!! <3 lol and we passed by weilong's jc! ajc!!! ;D and he wants us to stalk him cos he told us where he lived!! muahahaha >:) reached school with no voice, and totally unglam but still took pictures :) i didn;t bring my phone  (sadly) so all the class pictures are with other ppl and i'm so waiting for them to be uploaded anywhere!!! :D! k i shall kope one pic from min to show you how cute and shuai our instructors are!! :D! (k the picture will be about since i'm such a noob)
k omg i typed so much i'm so tired alrrrr!! :D!
I'M SUFFERING FROM POST CAMP SYNDROMMMMMMMM!! :(

omgg i'm so happy today! it was super fun! :D cos i had sleepover at elly's house, and i wanted to plonk to sleep on her math textbook alr by 11.30! but i think i really only slept at 12.30! arnd there! :) and vanessa couldn't wake up in time for bball prac! :O but elly saw her rise from the dead to shut her phone alarm then bonk back to sleep omg FREAKYY~
k so those 2 sisters aren't morning people (obviously) cos they were ll still trying to steal some sleep! while i was bright and cheery and reading the papers they 2 looked like they just had a hangover, all slumped on the sofa! :D! so i finanlly got their butts moving and bathed then went to east coast park E2 for our cip! :D we were there at 10 when the reporting time was 11.30 so we decided to play at the beach! :D okay them not me :) cos i refused to go under the sun without first putting on sunblock! (i don't ever wish to get tan) and i didn't want to take off my shoes to soak my feet in the water! =/ then i'll get my feet dirty with sand la quite gross! k so took the oppoturnity to camwhore (didn't have time to do that after the event shall tell you why later :) then we had an ice cream to cool our HOT selves down before reporting at the tent! :D!
k then sat down waiting for others to come, think elly van and daph fangirling over dbsk suju and ft, complete with squeals and random bouts of songs :) but still quite amusing for a non fangirl like me hehe :) so in the meantime, i talked to this guy, tp about ramdom stuff too. then we were supposed to get up and get stationed in our positions lol and thank goodness i didn't get the finishing line points cos i heard it was chaos with ppl colliding everywhere cos parents wanted to take pictures, and runners wanting to get out and hug their whoevers. so when our IC came here she was like ''whoa it's so peaceful here!!!" and gave us a lovely peaceful smile lol!  and then WHOA. suddenly saw bryan la. confirmed it cos he was wearing the vj jersey! so i just kept staring at him (my usual reaction if i think i recognise someone but dont dare say hi lol) and he kept crossing at my crossing point to fly to the toilets opposite i think :) and during the race i saw him and cos it was at the last 100 metres, i ttly stared at him and he stared back and he gave the do-i-think-i-know-you-cos-you-look-familiar face! yeah so after his race he came over to talk to me. which half shocked me cos he appeared from behind!! yeah then he told me about how he thought i was kaichi (whaat?!) and that how saikang it was to get 4th cos you're not here nor there =/ like no medal and that sort.. and he pitied me for having such a saikang job :( huhh yeah la i know la!! but for the sake of my future jc, i'll do it! :D and he ttly doesn't look like his twin at all!! :O quotes sis "same hair same height but ttly different face!!" lol i so agree! :D
teah so after stoning there for don't know how many hours,  and getting deafened by the whole bunch of raffles ruggers (wth scream damn loud leh i jumped!) the last runner passed (without us knowing at all) so we stupidly stood there for quite a long while before i walked over to elly and that tp guy magically appeared beside us so we talked for awhile before heading back to the tent! following that, i think standing for so long made me super weak and i was trembling so badly i needed my sugar, so we headed to the hawker centre to drink sugarcane! :D in which he came along cos his friends all pangseh-ed him alr so we just talked, and found out his name was sing gee!! omg (aft that elly went crazy over his name cos it sounded so korean!!  and she infected me too!!) but poor guy has a chinese name like a girl's so if it's mispronounced then :( lol then talked about other STUFF :) *winks at elly* yeah k sugarcane does nothing to increase my suger level maybe cos it has fructose which is a simple molecule of sugar!! so i was still trembling super badly after that omg :(
yeah so decided to go elly's home and bathe, (whoops sorry loads! we didn't know the bus was still in service!!) and i cooked my own food (lol elly) and headed to vocals with a very dead me

(oh and i didn't get sunburnt!! yay the sunblock worked!! :D)

GOLD, WITH HONOURS

*starts screaming with all my might and crying too for that matter!! and hugging my dearr huilin!! :D! it's like all our hard work, and all that starving during recesses for prac and that waking up so early and running every thursday mornings all became so worth it!! :D we just cried cos WE FINANLLY DID IT AND MADE MISS LIM PROUD!!! :D
i wanna thank miss lim for all that pushing us and scoldings that made us push ourselves to the max, mrs onn for guiding us and grilling our pieces, mrs ong, mr lim and ms leong for being there for us and helping us in every way possible, mrs goh for dropping in and wishing us all the best before we set off and ST NICKS for all their prayers!! :D
oh and we went for dinner after that but cos of some complications, the sec 3s were separated from the sec 4s but it's okay!! we still met up afterwards for out GAYY TRAIN RIDE!! :D where cassandra,rachel, sinbing, mayshuen,abbie and debbie were all gaying around!! oh and we had this group hug on the mrt cos we were totally sad that the sec 4s had to leave aft jubilate and i think everyone in that cabin thinks we're lass but we aren't caring cos SNCHOIR IS THE LOVEEEEE <3
oh camwhored with huilin a little at vch!! :D! WYCF IS DA BOMB!!! :D miss vch loads!!
greens (most prob sec 3 and 4) outing for BEN AND JERRY'S FREE CONES DAY TMR!!! :D omg it'll be soo fun!! like after syf we have the freedom to eat anything we want alr!!! and nextnext thursday is sec 1s orientation where me and sinbing are the facils for GROUP 3!!!! :D!
and on 22 may it's jubilate!! :D omg i hereby proclaim my LOVE for SNCHOIR!!!! <3

syf's only a day and a few more hours away and amazingly i'm looking foward to it. cos quotes fungi ''can slack after that mah'' but then there jubilate and before that sec 1 orientation so we only have 2 weeks to prepare for jubilate! in which i've this feeling we'll be singing mostly syf songs, by that time we'll know it inside out and either love/hate it but we'll live. go snchoir! we can make it if we try to stuff everything miss lim and the sc said into out tiny pea brains (except for certain people who have huge ones) but i guess at the end of the day it's ''the process that counts'' and we learn from it and that ''with honours'' is just a bonus cos it depends on many factors -if the judges like your sound -what's your condition that day 'your conductor's condition that day *ahem* yes we're all praying really hard for you already :)
well but my and huilin have already planned our lovely little destress plan after syf! (so much for being focused and committed but sorry we can't help it!) well who can? lucky for us, ben and jerry's free cones day is the day AFTER our syf. (poor CO and SO ppl!) and we get 2 weeks break for slogging so hard so we'll just make a little trip down there on tuesday :D! perfect happy food for eating after syf right? and on monday we're going to roam anywhere near vch (amk hub if we're freakishly bored) to pass time after school cos at 6, our results are gonna be out!! so comm members (sorry huilin!!) may be able to go in and listen, just to get all tense and die in that atmosphere even bofroe the results are being read. lol. (relax huilin i'll call you definitely!!) and then we can scream/cry together, then later celebrate/heal together! well i'm just hoping for all the best now. that everything goes well and that we sing as one choir cliche much, but doing our best just leaves us with no regrets so we can accept what we've got and most hopefully so, do miss lim proud :)

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meanwhile i'm still half struggling with loads of stuff. save me anyone?

ahhh i've been spamming elly with this song today! :)

but felt like crying when i heard it on saturday :(
get well soon :)
<3 loads

title describes yst! :)

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exchange at mgs! haha huilin and i were shocked to see anderson there too! cos from what miss lim mentioned, there were only ijtp and mgs! so when we saw the whiote unis we were :D! okay so we improved a little from vch and jonathan velasco but still it wasn't good enough! tkgs improved ALOT. and so we're almost fried. nanyang is the proest as usual, with lo yee being such a pro sc! :D! acsi was damn cute with the little boys and their high voices! :D!  saw rachel and ruth and OMG found out loads of stuff like jonathan is gay?! like whatthepong! and ai jia is lass and jiamin's personality sucks?! okay i had no idea!!! :O
(so we still took a long time to say hi but eventually did :)) then rach and ruth wanted me to go out with them after that but sorry i have a date with elly alr! :D ate at nebo, froze to death, then to bishan to get nail polish! :D omg NEON PINK NAILS?! :O yes and and i saw mushroom head at the weirdest of all places! back at amk hub again while me and elly were queuing for 269 like :OOO if elly wasn't that scared to come over i would have OMG-ed her like crazy alr! oh and i called huilin and screamed to her on the phone! :D! it's so OMG! :O
k so elly came over and painted her LOVELY NAILS MIDNIGHT BLUE. then me, elly and sissy went off to different places! elly to her class gathering< sissy to cine and me to vocals! :D and at amk hub i followed sissy so naturally i saw :D! pong what we're so cute la! yay i know we looked different and you're not the first that thinks i'm older than my sissy! :D k so during vocals, sangandsangandsang.
then went out. okay I talked! yes you have to learn the art of being lame like jon wah! :D and talk more about random stuff! :D! met with sissy after her HORROR movie :D and she seemed quite freaked. but later she told me she was laughing cos of what jon wah said. >.< not funny la! walked all the way to orchard mrt and trained back to amk. :O must talk more high flier! ;)  
and both were a little late for their curfew! :O whoops!!

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eew last day of holiday!! *shudders. so back to school with all the mugging and tests again!
HELLO TERM TWO :)

argh right i'm not tired! i can throw out my lovely voice! i can pitch perfectly well! i'll be totally focused at the conductor! :) okay i've to talk to myself, works this way. plus we were scolded horribly so i definitely do not want a repeat of anything like that again ever.

haha basically slacked at elly's house so i've no idea how we managed to get our work done! :D! yes omg i wanna go korea! remember las year i told you my dream place was to go korea with my bf of the future and see snow! :D (k i'm not a travel junkie so i've never seen snow before..)
yes but we have to go somewhere at the end of A levels! taiwan hopefully! then we'll shop till we drop yay! :D well talking about that i'm so excited tmr cos we'll be walking around with ELLYphant keychains in our hair! but i've no idea how are we gonna manage that! :D nvm we'll be crazy people for a day :D

mgs exchange tmr and we're gonna do our best then! we'll not let miss lim embarrass us in front of them NOT :) oh and rachel's in mgschoir too so i'll get to see her tmr! :)

go snchoir! <3

lol yes i'm craving to get high again! and the earliest i can do it is on saturday. well maybe on friday when we have greens movie outing! :) but on satuday when i finally meet elly (yes we're like the butterfly lovers lol) i think we'll both get damn high and start laughing like we're drunk. ha yes dead drunk. except we dont get hangovers for this one :) haha then you have to tell me all about your thailand trip and how you managed to tide over going cold turkey on ft island for uhh, 4 days! :D! 

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oh lol it's so late alr and i've no ides why i'm not sleeping but i think it's from all the mugging highness! and since it's the holidays i'll have the time (and energy) to stay up and idle around with the com yay! missed my baby so much! cos if you actually bother to check the archives you'll see how inactive i am during school term! =/ and when i actually have time to turn on the com it's usually to check mail or do research.

oh right holiday homework! basically lots of reading up, but i'm no nerd k! i'm still a far cry from our school's really hardcore muggers! and they scare the hell outta me seriously! :O just don't wanna lag behind in class at all! :)

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ahha yay my MEHMEH's levelled up to littlefoot! well it's a SHEEP and sheep MEHS so i named it MEHMEH. :)

ooh boredom's got into me k shall go sleep soon i hope! may the highness wear away! :)

dead drunk.